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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Reality Is Rearing It's Ugly Head Again

I had an awful time sleeping this morning, the 2 AM Girl decided to get an early start so I found myself around 1 AM repeating over and over none of this is real, I would deal with it in the morning, etc..and then of course I fell asleep just in time to get up. Sigh. Nothing tramatic really, little problems and issues blown way out  of proportion, stupid things becoming Epic Adventures In Neurosis. It's amazing how when morning rolls by I'm surprised that I even thought of these things, let alone stewed and fretted. The temps have dropped dramtically, it was only 20 this morning, I took my walk down by the river sans Pearl the Destroyer. She is improving, but with me being short of sleep I knew my temper would also be a bit short so she stayed home. I didn't want to lose any progress we've made because the OWNER couldn't behave! Adam emailed me this morning that he's back in Japan, the trip was uneventful and went smoothly so that relieved a bit of stress. While I was getting ready to walk I got a voice mail from work, my patient is fine with me coming at 10 am tomorrow morning, but did I know where his medication was..... so I got home and called the company that supplies him and got that straightened out. I've just been doing things today, got my oil changed, pictures made up, all in anticipation of going back to work tomorrow. This is the time I most desparately want to win the lottery, so I can perch on the end of the couch knitting and watching CSI Miami until my eyes fall out. Oh well, I guess I'd better get my car loaded back up........

1 comment:

quiltsnroses said...

Ohhhh, sounds like you had a terrible night, and that is probably why you are not feeling so chipper.  Plus missing your son and feeling a little down.  And even when you totally love your job, it is hard to go back when you have been off for a few days.  Hope you will be back to feeling like yourself real soon.